Samstag, September 23, 2006
On Small Steps and Big Steps
Yesterday I officially matriculated for another year. One more year in Golftown.
Yesterday I also cried silent tears after coming back to my room. The ones that you don't know are coming, when all seems okay, and you don't even pull a single muscle in your face; don't move a bit.
My life seems to be a progression of small and big steps. Those two were small steps onwards, but they may have taken me far. The fact that I am writing about yesterday, today, is yet another small step.
When one does small steps that take one far, one learns that the significance of a step is not its stride - but how far they hurl you along in it. It is the bigger steps these days that seem to make me stumble along, and the small ones that move me.
Yet where I am going, I do not dare to imagine.
Current Music: The Flaming Lips - Bohemian Rhapsody
Yesterday I also cried silent tears after coming back to my room. The ones that you don't know are coming, when all seems okay, and you don't even pull a single muscle in your face; don't move a bit.
My life seems to be a progression of small and big steps. Those two were small steps onwards, but they may have taken me far. The fact that I am writing about yesterday, today, is yet another small step.
When one does small steps that take one far, one learns that the significance of a step is not its stride - but how far they hurl you along in it. It is the bigger steps these days that seem to make me stumble along, and the small ones that move me.
Yet where I am going, I do not dare to imagine.
Current Music: The Flaming Lips - Bohemian Rhapsody